ifionlyhadthecourage: (hhh)
Caramia ([personal profile] ifionlyhadthecourage) wrote in [community profile] awashlogs2018-09-24 08:20 am

Who "Remembers" Things Anymore Forgetting Is All The Rage

WHO: Caramia & co.
WHERE: yeah
WHEN: Memory sharing event
WHAT: Closed prompts that I didn't know how to organize on the event log lmao
WARNINGS: depression/anxiety talk might happen

> Michael
> Minato
> Ochako
> Kyrie
> Saeki
> Okuni
> Val

If you want a starter (or your character's name isn't up here because I forgot we discussed a thread alskfjlg) let me know via [plurk.com profile] rubiesriot
messianic: (time means succession)

[personal profile] messianic 2018-09-24 06:13 pm (UTC)(link)
[He really should have known that this would happen--but Minato's a bit of a fool that way, and so he doesn't think anything of it until he finds himself flung into yet another memory.

This...

This one is hard to watch.

He's aware, at least a little, of how this went down already--he knows about Dorothy, and he knows that Kyrie was really hurt by Caramia's inability to understand. He knows, too, that Caramia had no way of understanding, and Caramia's thoughts during this memory only serve to reinforce it.

It was just...an unfortunate, painful situation. It was nobody's fault--neither of them could help what happened.

... But still, it's painful to see Kyrie lose his composure like that. It's painful to see Caramia so angry, so frustrated. And by the time the memory ends... Minato's eyes are sliding shut, a shaky breath escaping him even as Caramia bumps their foreheads together.

Yeah... he can't just pretend that never happened, sorry.]


...Caramia-san...
messianic: (did not forebear)

[personal profile] messianic 2018-09-25 04:27 pm (UTC)(link)
... Are you sure?

[Caramia didn't choose to share this, so...]

If you really want me to, I'll leave it alone. It's not mine to know.

But... [He is concerned!!]
messianic: (In vain we look; in vain uplift)

[personal profile] messianic 2018-09-29 03:29 am (UTC)(link)
... Right.

[Minato just shakes his head quietly in response, eyes sliding shut.]

I'm not just concerned for Kyrie-san, though. I'm concerned for you too.
messianic: (Yet my Disciples sleep;)

[personal profile] messianic 2018-09-29 08:36 pm (UTC)(link)
[... Caramia... Minato's not surprised that Caramia's trying to deflect, but this time... he's not having it.]

I know that this has to bother you, Caramia-san. Kyrie-san is very important to you...and it was a hard situation on both of you.
messianic: (They use that power against me)

[personal profile] messianic 2018-10-05 10:02 pm (UTC)(link)
... You're right about that, I guess. So long as you're...really okay, then... it's fine.

[He's happy too--he just doesn't want Caramia to keep it all on his own shoulders all the time.]
messianic: (candle wax and waning death)

[personal profile] messianic 2018-10-14 07:09 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't think there's a time when someone's too old to be worried about... I know you're both more experienced and wiser than I am, but...

[He just shrugs a little, offering Caramia a rueful smile.]

You're important to me. Worrying about the people we care about is normal, I think.
messianic: (who the bag did bear)

[personal profile] messianic 2018-10-14 11:15 pm (UTC)(link)
[Another hug!! Hugs are great too, and Minato's getting pretty used to this from Caramia. It's nice to have someone so touchy-feely and warm in his life, honestly, even if it took him a bit to adjust.]

... Yeah, I know. [That's just how Caramia is... constantly trying to make sure everyone around him is happy.]

You know... I'm really happy here. I just want you to know that. The people I've met, and the things I've gotten to do... it's made me very happy.
retrobeats: (Mistic)

[personal profile] retrobeats 2018-09-25 08:28 am (UTC)(link)
[ after accidentally brushing against a couple people already today, Michael should really have known better with the whole physical contact thing. but Caramia's affectionate, and so's Michael when it's with people he's comfortable with, and he's gotten so used to this being A Thing Caramia Does that he just responded in kind on autopilot.

hugs are now potentially dangerous!! this is the worst!!

he doesn't know how to sort through everything he just saw there. Kyrie being an asshat about whatever it is seems unfortunately par for the course, but - fighting our friends, what? more to the point, Caramia's a don? like in the mafia?

he's so caught up in it that it takes him longer to answer Caramia's question than it should've done. ]


... oh, uh, yeah, I've been good. [ but-- ] Hey, so - I hate doing this, but are we not gonna talk about whatever that was?

[ it's totally cool if they're not, but! it feels wrong to pretend like he's not just accidentally gotten a glimpse into something that should be private. ]
retrobeats: (Pepsi Raging Razzberry)

[personal profile] retrobeats 2018-09-26 12:33 am (UTC)(link)
[ is he really, Michael thinks uncharitably. but he waves it off, because that's also not what's really important here. at least, as far as Michael's brain is concerned. ]

I mean, that's great, but not really what caught my attention. [ beat. ugh, this sucks! ] Look - if you tell me to step off, I'll do it, but when were you planning on telling me you're Chroma's Friendly Neighbourhood Godfather?

[ Michael you can't just make Earth references and expect people to get them, have you not LEARNED yet ]
retrobeats: (Squeezit)

[personal profile] retrobeats 2018-09-29 10:33 pm (UTC)(link)
[ OH NO... OH NO, CARAMIA, I'M SORRY...

the good news(??) is, that question successfully derailed Michael from his previous train of thought in a pretty spectacular fashion! ]


What? [ there's a good few seconds where you can hear the machinery of his mind working away, and then - oh. he had actually....... forgotten that that word had another meaning........... ]

Uh. I was actually thinking of the movie, y'know, with Marlon Brando, but-- yeah I guess you've got that fatherly vibe going on too.

[ HE GUESSES?? look, he has two moms and the only dad he comes into contact with IRL is currently a wreck who can't put pants on so...... not many frames of reference to compare to... ]
retrobeats: (Coca-cola Blak)

rubie i'm LAUGHING this is literally the best way this thread could have gone

[personal profile] retrobeats 2018-09-30 10:18 pm (UTC)(link)
Whoa--!

[ things Michael was not expecting: this! between that and the fact that Caramia is a lot stronger than he appears at first glance, it's all too easy for him to accomplish this enthusiastic spinning action, in spite of the way Michael jumps in surprise. ]

Sure?! [ WHAT HAS HE WROUGHT... ] I dunno, I mean you're always looking out for everyone and stuff? I don't have a dad, I'm not the best person to ask!
retrobeats: (Bedrock Berry Crush Soda)

i believe it is what we in the business like to call "too late" for that

[personal profile] retrobeats 2018-10-05 09:22 pm (UTC)(link)
[ local teen digs his way to the core of the planet in one conversation, What Happens Next Will Shock You! ]

A what? [ there's a laugh in his voice, reflexive and surprised, except... ] Wait, you're serious?

[ oh man, he is serious, isn't he. ohhh boy. seriously, how is this person apparently a don in some kind of mafia?? a some kind of mafia don that also apparently wants to adopt him?? how is this Michael's life?? ]

How does a temp dad even work? [ beat. ] Hang on, maybe you can put me down first before we carry on having this talk, I can't take either of us seriously like this.
retrobeats: (Pepsi Strawberry Burst)

[personal profile] retrobeats 2018-10-14 09:57 pm (UTC)(link)
[ as he's brushing himself down - more because he feels like that's the sort of thing you do after being picked up and spun around than actually needing to do it: ] You're really just making this up as you go, huh.

[ that's cool, though. so's everyone really. ]

I'm not, like, totally against it. You're not gonna start laying down curfews and stuff all of a sudden, right?
retrobeats: (Squeezit)

[personal profile] retrobeats 2018-10-20 05:46 am (UTC)(link)
[ oh god, it begins. ]

... Maybe? [ he makes a noncomittal wavy hand motion. ] I'll be honest, having to just rely on the sun to tell time here has totally messed with my whole concept of the thing.

[ add in no school or other real commitments to the mix and he just kinda... sleeps when he's tired slash able to and usually when it's dark?? ]
retrobeats: (Mello Yello)

[personal profile] retrobeats 2018-10-26 08:11 am (UTC)(link)
[ w e l p rip him ]

You really are committed to the whole dad thing, I'll give ya that.

[ unfortunately, it's also endearing. ]

I'll keep it in mind, but I can't make any promises.

[ that's fair!! right? ]
retrobeats: (Mello Yello Afterglow)

[personal profile] retrobeats 2018-11-08 03:34 pm (UTC)(link)
Okay, okay. [ he puts his hands up in a laid-back gesture of surrender. ] Seriously, I'm all good. Promise. I'll hit you up if I ever need those good sleep tips.

[ pls temp dad let him l i v e ]
crowsigliere: (78 give me a heart?")

[personal profile] crowsigliere 2018-09-25 08:39 am (UTC)(link)
Hey!! What the fuck!!!!

The memory had started off fine, really. It's not as if Kyrie hadn't been there after all, and it's not as if it's a memory he hasn't thought about... well, not often, but certainly more often than some, even if just in passing. But there's something decidedly different here, and it has everything to do with--


"Cara...mia..." His name is hardly more than an exhale as Kyrie sounds just as dazed as Caramia looks, his voice hesitant and low like he's still puzzling together what exactly he's just experienced.

It's clear that the memory wasn't his own, but the alternative... that it was Caramia's... It's too much to process, even with his brain. The emotions and thoughts and words that stick to his tongue all rush forward at once until he just... brings one hand up to Caramia's face, slowly but with a determination that outweighs the shakiness of his voice when he speaks again.


"Caramia, you..." remember, he wants to say, with the same desperation that presses gentle in his fingers to try and pull the other's attention back to him. But he knows all too well to guard his hopes in a steel cage, even now. Even with him. And so while he might not say it, the word hangs in the air between them as he tilts his head, seeking... he isn't quite sure. Agreement. Reassurance. Something that will tell him this is real, that Caramia can remember her.

It might be hidden from him somehow, but... they can deal with that, can't they?
crowsigliere: (41 "I cannot tell for sure but if Oz)

Novel Time! Thanks, Ozmafia

[personal profile] crowsigliere 2018-09-25 09:46 am (UTC)(link)
Look, weirder has happened, and it makes sense in its own bizarre, twisted sort of way!! The town's fucked with Caramia's memories before--maybe it's doing them a favor this time!

Kyrie's holding his breath, still braced for disappointment, still pleading with whatever god or higher power that may be to let him have this, this one, tiny fragment of something hopeful, so he won't have to rely on a pinprick anymore. And he's already shaking his head when Caramia finally looks to him, but hey, who wants to make this situation even more complicated?? We do! So the moment their eyes meet, Caramia gets a memory of his own, as clear as if it were happening today despite its obvious age.

And the very first thing Caramia will see is a young girl in a blue dress, as she pauses near the fence to a rather large field. She doesn't seem to notice Kyrie at first, until a beat later when he calls out:
“Hello, miss.”

“Oh my!" She's quick to rush over, peering up at him with all the wide-eyed curiosity of a child. "You can speak even though you’re a scarecrow?”

“Certainly. Although I am perched up here on this pole, so speaking is all I can do." Sure enough, there's the distinct feeling of having something decidedly unmoving stuck up his shirt--although rather than feel any real discomfort, it just sort of feels like a vague pressure. In fact, there's hardly any pull to it at all, as if he's fairly weightless--the perks of being made of straw! He tilts his head, attention shifting to the little terrier at the girl's feet, playing among the wheat. "How far of a walk are you taking that cute puppy of yours on?”

“I’m not on a walk. I’m on a journey. I’m following the yellow brick road to the Emerald City.”

“To the Emerald City?” He repeats.

“Yes, the Great Oz lives there.” She answers.

“The Great Oz?” ...He repeats, again.

“The Good Witch told me so." Thankfully the girl seems unoffended by his many questions, but still shakes her head as if she can't believe what she hears. "Why, don’t you know?”

“No, indeed. I don’t know anything." It doesn't sound quite as sad as one might expect, almost as if he believes there can be no other answer. "You see, I am stuffed, so I have no brains at all. I can’t think or remember a thing. The crows make fun of me every day.”

“Oh," the girl frowns, "I’m awfully sorry for you..." She turns to look down the road she'd been following, and briefly, he does the same. It's an awfully long, winding road, trailing off into the distance farther than he could ever imagine. Then she speaks again with a bright smile that draws his attention back as quickly as it had left. "Mr. Scarecrow, you could come with me to the Emerald City if you like. I’m sure the Great Oz could give you some brains.”

Really? The Great Oz can give me brains?”

“I cannot tell for sure, but if Oz will not give you any brains you will be no worse off than you are now. If you stay here, you’ll only have the crows to talk to, right? Why don’t you come with me?” The girl extends her hand up to him. An offer.

He pauses for only a moment, because without a brain, one does very little thinking. He smiles back at her.


“I like that idea. That sounds much more fun than spending time with the crows." He reaches an arm down as best he can to take her hand. "Very well, I’ll join you!”

The memory fades out as their hands meet. Hers is warm through his glove.

Complications!! Like the way the hand at Kyrie's side--the one that had held Dorothy's--closes itself into a fist, as if that might fend off the feeling that remains so clearly there still. But he doesn't move away. He wants to stay close like this, even if it's apparently Weird Oversharing time in Chroma.


"That... that was your memory, wasn't it?" Before, obviously.