Event Nine.
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Heareth the marinere Voices sweet, from far and near, Ever singing in his ear, “Here is rest and peace for thee!” | |
Welcome to Awash's ninth event log, everyone! Further information on this event can be found here at the OOC post. |
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Heareth the marinere Voices sweet, from far and near, Ever singing in his ear, “Here is rest and peace for thee!” | |
Welcome to Awash's ninth event log, everyone! Further information on this event can be found here at the OOC post. |
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[He sounds a little annoyed, but it's the sort of annoyance that always comes with an embarrassed glance to the side. He's huffy, but it's only because he has to say it aloud again, to clarify.]
Of course I do. I don't joke around with words like that. Family is important. It's a reason to keep living, even if the whole world is horrible and you don't want to take another step. We take care of each other. That's what it is.
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Yeah...
[He looks down at his hands, thinking, before he speaks again.]
Sorry I dismissed it before. [Guren made a mistake, but he isn't a bad person. Akira knows that. Even if it was hard to take, still hard to take, he finds that deep down he can't totally put it all on Guren. Not when he knows that his heart is good, inside.]
You're... part of my family, too.
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He doesn't want to tell him about any of that, since it would only spread bad feelings, one way or another. Friends and family care about each other. They don't want to hear that someone else suffered in any way, especially if they were somehow being used for it.
He's just thinking that it's nice to hear something like that again, even if he's not sure he deserves it. He faces him, reaching out to place a hand on Akira's head... and then ruffle his hair.]
Thanks.
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Akira makes a token effort to wave his hands away, but it's clear there's no real intent to it. He honestly doesn't mind. It's kinda nice.
At least as long as they're here, it's good that they can rely on each other. What happened in Guren's world... that's for him to sort out. For now, isn't it okay for them to feel content like this? He thinks so.]
You don't have to thank me for that.
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[Joking with a lot more ease, he satisfies himself with one extra aggressive ruffle at those waving hands, and then pulls his hand back with a smirk. It's clear that he's more relaxed from this alone. He thinks it's clear why he said thanks. He doesn't deserve forgiveness, and he knows that. He's sure Akira hasn't really forgiven him, either.
But considering him family, despite all of that... that's more than he could ask for.]
Listen. I know Akechi was worried about you, but he's also the type to lash out. I wouldn't be surprised if he shoved a lot of blame on you for all of this. Getting into trouble, needing help...
It's not your fault.
[That's all he wanted to say!! If Akira was this bothered at first, he wonders if maybe he's not hanging around enough people who assure him otherwise.]
But you're more prepared now, so I hope that helps you feel more secure.
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Yeah. It helps.
[There's a little bit of a shrug. He's still not sure it's entirely not his fault, but he appreciates the assurance, anyway.]
Back home... a doctor friend of mine would give me drugs like this, too. [And it's probably significantly more shady in that context, since she doesn't know the details of the monsters... but he trusts Takemi, so it's fine.] It's good to be prepared for any situation. [Makes him feel more in control.]
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[That's what he thinks. And so, here he is.]
I'm still working on developing more. If you have something in particular you want help with, you can let me know. I'll do what I can.
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[He can't think of anything he needs right now, though. And Guren has already done enough for him today, anyway.]
You should go back. You probably have other people to check on.
[He picks up the food he's left sitting aside. He's going to eat, see!]
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[With a quiet wave, he steps off the way he'd been going to the first time.]
See ya.