[His face clears of emotion, which is all but an admission of the conflict he feels at the statement. Does he want to be out there alone? Not knowing if there'd ever be a way to cure this condition or if he'd one night lose all sense of self? No. Not even a little bit.
But Aqua is young, and powerful. She's an asset to Chroma and her heart is strong enough to weather the bullshit they're put through trying to survive in this world. Could Nyx, in good conscience, risk her life to babysit his selfishness?
Nyx grits his teeth, jaw clenching, and looks away from her.]
Aqua's always been one to hold the weight of a hundred worlds on her shoulders. She's young, but bound by her duty, and she takes pride in it. Nyx had gotten hurt risking his life for the town, and Aqua knows she'd do the same thing in a heartbeat. She already has, by fighting the wolves, by looking for parts of the cure. ]
... Until you tell me to leave, Nyx... I'm here to help you carry your burden. We're comrades, after all. We help each other, watch each other's backs.
[Not long ago he'd have counted many others under the same umbrella. His heart twists painfully and his shoulders slump. He'd do the same for her, and if she says she can handle it then he's not going to doubt her.
This is probably going to kick him in the teeth in the future, but he's too tired to think of traitors tonight.]
[ A wry smile forms on her lips. It's an echo of what Maleficent had told her once, and what Xehanort had told Maleficent so long ago. ]
If you lose control, I can bind you for a short amount of time. It's effective, but it lasts only long enough for me to evacuate anyone nearby. If that's something you feel would be best, I'll do it when the moon comes.
[ In return, she smiles lightly. That, she can do. Hopefully, they can make it there in time, before the moon rises high in the sky and he loses himself. ]
Yeah, I'll make it well enough. Haven't found anything that can take me down yet, and I don't plan on making these beasts the first.
[He takes that as a cue to get going, and shoves his hands in his pockets. Picking a direction away from the trees, Nyx starts moving. Hell, maybe camping in a boathouse wouldn't be a bad idea. Maybe as a werewolf he wouldn't be too keen on swimming.]
A wolf got the better of me, that first night. Ashamed to admit I wasn't at my best at the time, and fighting for hours took a bigger toll than I wanted. Bastards are smart enough to take advantage of any weakness they can find.
I don't know. We lost it in the woods and hadn't seen it since. Admittedly we haven't been looking, either. [He gestures to indicate their current predicament.]
If it is I-
[He cuts himself off, not sure he wants to continue.]
For now I just want to get through the night without killing someone.
[It's not hard to get clear from any other residents, not with everyone pretty much banding together to survive. His skin is starting to itch fiercely.]
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[ Her binding spells work, luckily. She'll use them if necessary. ]
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And what if you get attacked while you're binding me?
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Until then, unless you truly want me to leave, I'll stay with you.
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But Aqua is young, and powerful. She's an asset to Chroma and her heart is strong enough to weather the bullshit they're put through trying to survive in this world. Could Nyx, in good conscience, risk her life to babysit his selfishness?
Nyx grits his teeth, jaw clenching, and looks away from her.]
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Aqua's always been one to hold the weight of a hundred worlds on her shoulders. She's young, but bound by her duty, and she takes pride in it. Nyx had gotten hurt risking his life for the town, and Aqua knows she'd do the same thing in a heartbeat. She already has, by fighting the wolves, by looking for parts of the cure. ]
... Until you tell me to leave, Nyx... I'm here to help you carry your burden. We're comrades, after all. We help each other, watch each other's backs.
No matter what.
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This is probably going to kick him in the teeth in the future, but he's too tired to think of traitors tonight.]
I can't get anywhere with you, can I?
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[ A wry smile forms on her lips. It's an echo of what Maleficent had told her once, and what Xehanort had told Maleficent so long ago. ]
If you lose control, I can bind you for a short amount of time. It's effective, but it lasts only long enough for me to evacuate anyone nearby. If that's something you feel would be best, I'll do it when the moon comes.
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[He looks exasperated but his posture relaxes. At least he can be sure there'll be people to keep him in check.]
I'd rather at least get to an abandoned part of town, first. If you can keep me from heading for one of the defense camps it'll be enough.
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Of course. Are you alright to walk?
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[He takes that as a cue to get going, and shoves his hands in his pockets. Picking a direction away from the trees, Nyx starts moving. Hell, maybe camping in a boathouse wouldn't be a bad idea. Maybe as a werewolf he wouldn't be too keen on swimming.]
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[ He's strong and fast and more than capable. As Aqua walks next to him, she can't help but try to figure out what exactly went wrong.
And "worried" doesn't begin to describe how she's feeling now. ]
Nyx? May I ask you something?
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[ A pause, as she mulls over his response. ]
Were you hurt beforehand--on a quest, or patrolling?
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If it is I-
[He cuts himself off, not sure he wants to continue.]
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If it is, we'll fight it until it's gone.
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Hopefully it'll stay in those damn woods until we figure out how to chase these wolves off. No one deserves that kind of job.
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[It's not hard to get clear from any other residents, not with everyone pretty much banding together to survive. His skin is starting to itch fiercely.]
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I'll do everything in my power to keep anyone from getting hurt. You included.
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[There's a shadow of a grin as he submits to trusting that they'll get through the night intact.]
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That's hardly fair. We'll protect each other, instead.
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