Who told you so, dilly dilly, Who told you so? ‘Twas my own heart, dilly dilly, That told me so.
ouch is one of the most intimate, romantic ways to be close to someone else. The Town knows this very well -- the Town wants everyone to be as close as possible.
Perhaps that's why this bonding is so...aggressive.
Because you're in for quite the shock on this otherwise peaceful day when you brush against the next person on your path.
Maybe you're going out of your way to touch people. Maybe you've got a terrible urge to just see what's lurking in someone's heart. Maybe you trip over a conveniently placed rock -- whatever the cause, you're getting an up close and personal look into someone else's heart.
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[ …it’s all dextera can do not to sob, really. he knew other people cared about guren. of course he did. guren was far more of a fixture in this town than dextera ever has been, but it’s different, seeing damian’s honest feelings—so honest that they thrust both him and dextera out of the heart.
he wishes he could have stayed a little longer, to socialize with that stag, but it’s fine. it was enough. just as damian’s heart holds guren within it… maybe dextera’s can, too. ]
…
[ ah, it hurts. ]
It’s OK to cry.
[ dextera does all the time, after all. damian has seen it. he’s probably seeing it now, before dextera quickly lifts his own hand to brush away the tears threatening to drown his face. with his other, he squeezes damian’s hand, taking advantage of these last vestiges of vulnerability before damian’s tween pride kicks in. ]
[The squeeze to his hand makes him squeeze Dextera's back. The two of them are a big disaster, aren't they? Help them.
The core of him feels raw, but not painful. A little too warm maybe, like sunburn. Being able to let his heart say what it really wanted... It felt good. Refreshing. Something stuffed too full being opened, a pressure released. He may not be any more open than he had been before, or he may continue to struggle with saying his true feelings. It'll be okay. He's trying.
Breathing a very quiet sigh, he glances up at Dextera.]
[ if damian could, dextera would have asked for it long before now—but he recognizes that even the most powerful people in this town don’t have that power, and a child especially doesn’t.
so he shakes his head. ]
He’s here.
[ dextera touches his fingers to damian’s chest, his heart. then, ]
[His eyes follow Dextera's hand, his heart, Dextera's, and then he looks away while pinching his lips between his teeth for a moment. Even hearing what he mostly already knows is surprisingly a relief.]
Yeah. [One hand lingers by his chest, gently rubbing the touched spot with his knuckles. The journey was almost like a dream, but the feelings linger after waking.] ...Don't tell anyone. [He doesn't look up.] Okay?
[ although it wasn’t his heart, wasn’t his journey, dextera finds himself relieved, too… some of his burden over guren’s absence lifted off his shoulders. ]
I can’t talk.
[ he taps his throat, with an expression edging toward “sheepish.” ]
[WOW!!!! Damian gives Dextera a Look.] Now isn't the time for funny business. [There's one hundred percent no fire to the scolding. And he keeps the straight face for a lot longer than some people hit with a groaner.
But eventually, his lips break out into a weak smirk.]
Don't ever say a joke that bad ever again. [A pause, then quickly amending:] Not even with your hands.
[ dextera almost took it back, worried that he might be infringing on some delicate topic even though it’s his own voice that’s in the balance here, but then damian gives him that little smirk and a cheeky correction, and dextera thus can’t help but laugh.
it’s not the full laugh he might have been able to give a month ago, but it’s there. he’s trying, in more ways than one.
he spreads his fingers, holding up his hands perfectly innocently. his smile might be a little watery, his eyes tired, but how strange it is that going into someone else’s personal little niche of the heart helped him this much. damian is good at these things, surely better than he thinks it is. it must be all the love hiding in there.
[Dextera's laughter, even if it isn't as bold as before, still warms him to the core. He's embarrassed by how endearing it is to him, but this at least doesn't translate to his face. He's spared!!]
Now don't bump into me again for a week.
[It would be okay, if it were Dextera, though. He trusts Dextera more than most people here.] I don't want to see what other horrendously humiliating things about me the town could possibly decide to conjure up.
[ another quiet laugh, because damian is so exposed now that dextera has seen the chatty, friendly nature of his heart. he must have lived quite a life (though dextera knew this) to end up like this, even though his core is so much more open. ]
I don’t think it’s humiliating. Your heart… is lush. That’s good.
[Good GOD. Heat crawls hastily up into Damian's face, and he pinches it disgruntledly.] Spare me the embarrassing compliments. [But it sounds flat in comparison to real anger and irritation. Clearly, he doesn't mind it.]
[ this is the damian he’s familiar with. that expression like he just ate a lemon, the angry little blush on his cheeks—when dextera compares the two, strangely, he finds that he would rather speak to this one.
seeing damian with his heart open was nice, but it sort of seems like eating dessert for every meal. ]
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ouch is one of the most intimate, romantic ways to be close to someone else. The Town knows this very well -- the Town wants everyone to be as close as possible.
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he wishes he could have stayed a little longer, to socialize with that stag, but it’s fine. it was enough. just as damian’s heart holds guren within it… maybe dextera’s can, too. ]
…
[ ah, it hurts. ]
It’s OK to cry.
[ dextera does all the time, after all. damian has seen it. he’s probably seeing it now, before dextera quickly lifts his own hand to brush away the tears threatening to drown his face. with his other, he squeezes damian’s hand, taking advantage of these last vestiges of vulnerability before damian’s tween pride kicks in. ]
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The core of him feels raw, but not painful. A little too warm maybe, like sunburn. Being able to let his heart say what it really wanted... It felt good. Refreshing. Something stuffed too full being opened, a pressure released. He may not be any more open than he had been before, or he may continue to struggle with saying his true feelings. It'll be okay. He's trying.
Breathing a very quiet sigh, he glances up at Dextera.]
I'm sorry... I can't bring him back.
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so he shakes his head. ]
He’s here.
[ dextera touches his fingers to damian’s chest, his heart. then, ]
And here.
[ his own. ]
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Yeah. [One hand lingers by his chest, gently rubbing the touched spot with his knuckles. The journey was almost like a dream, but the feelings linger after waking.] ...Don't tell anyone. [He doesn't look up.] Okay?
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I can’t talk.
[ he taps his throat, with an expression edging toward “sheepish.” ]
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But eventually, his lips break out into a weak smirk.]
Don't ever say a joke that bad ever again. [A pause, then quickly amending:] Not even with your hands.
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[ dextera almost took it back, worried that he might be infringing on some delicate topic even though it’s his own voice that’s in the balance here, but then damian gives him that little smirk and a cheeky correction, and dextera thus can’t help but laugh.
it’s not the full laugh he might have been able to give a month ago, but it’s there. he’s trying, in more ways than one.
he spreads his fingers, holding up his hands perfectly innocently. his smile might be a little watery, his eyes tired, but how strange it is that going into someone else’s personal little niche of the heart helped him this much. damian is good at these things, surely better than he thinks it is. it must be all the love hiding in there.
then, ]
Your secret… is safe. I promise.
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Now don't bump into me again for a week.
[It would be okay, if it were Dextera, though. He trusts Dextera more than most people here.] I don't want to see what other horrendously humiliating things about me the town could possibly decide to conjure up.
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I don’t think it’s humiliating. Your heart… is lush. That’s good.
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That wasn't even the real me.
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seeing damian with his heart open was nice, but it sort of seems like eating dessert for every meal. ]
It seemed a lot like you.