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Event Thirteen.
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The cracks of paint and varnish on the brow; Soon to distrust all impulses of flesh That strews its sawdust on the chamber floor, While at the window peer two crones Who once were Juliet and Jessica. | |
Welcome to Awash's thirteenth event log, everyone! Further information on this event can be found here at the OOC post. Please keep in mind that while this is a general event log, it is also an intro log; be sure to pay plenty of attention to our newcomers! |
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It takes her a few moments to work herself up to talking. She doesn't let go of him, but she also won't look up. ]
I know what it's like to have power and be afraid of it. Afraid of the things you can do, but still want to anyway. To think of your friends as off-limits, but ...
[ ... ]
What I am trying to say is that you shouldn't listen to that bullshit. It's just your worst fears shouting at you, you know? Literally. But when that mirror's not around, that voice in your head can't make you do shit.
Don't let anyone tell you who to be, Rin. Not me, not some piece of shit magic mirror, nobody. I thought there was a time when I didn't have a choice but to hurt the people I care about, and you know what? I was wrong. I was fucking wrong. So if you don't want to hurt anyone, then don't.
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After she finishes talking he takes a breath, closing his eyes as he forcibly shoves back memories all of this is dredging up for him.]
I know-- I knew that but seein'-- ... I mean it's me but it's not? No one else looked that different in theirs and I just... panicked...
[A beat, air out through his nose, looking skyward as if it would make things easier.]
I got pretty far with me trainin' back home. I wanted to prove that the flames in me weren't Satan's, they were mine. Seein' myself like a demon, a real demon, though...
[All those insecurities he'd been fighting for the past year reared their ugly heads.]
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Not that she was hiding, of course. What a weird and totally wrong idea. ]
I get it. You have something different inside you way more literal than most people here are going to deal with. Dealing with your dark side is going to be a lot harder when it is, apparently, a literal demon. Or at least, that's how you think of it.
[ A brief pause. ] That is why I wanted to get you away from it. It seemed like you needed a break from confronting something that freaks you out so bad.
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[Literal demon, figurative demon. Either way it was freaky and upsetting and he didn't want to look at it anymore.
He may break the mirror eventually on his own, if she doesn't do it for him first.]
Sorry... probably not how you were hopin' to see me when you got back...
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[ Her voice is flat. She's never been too impressed with the town's antics.
But his apology is waved off. ]
Please. You don't owe me any apology. I am just glad to see you at all, frankly! [ A beat. ] To my understanding, I was gone a pretty long time.
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He manages a smile, though, crooked and awkward and not quite absent of his earlier upset.]
Yeah. It was a while.
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It is good to be back.
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[Sudden realization because why not.]
Do you wanna go there now? I mean you can come over whenever. I'm pretty much there all the time when I'm not doin' defense force things.
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[ don't let her down, rin. ]
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[He's better than his apparent intelligence level would have one believe.]
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Okay, I am completely prepared. So prepared, in fact, that if you fail to impress me, I am taking the sign back.
[ the real question is does she mean that ]
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[THE STAKES HAVE BEEN UPPED.]
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Let's go then, doofus.
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