messianic: (When you can no more hold me)
Minato Arisato ☽ 有里 湊 ([personal profile] messianic) wrote in [community profile] awashlogs2018-06-04 10:30 am

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WHO: Minato and youuuu
WHERE: The town, the woods, everywhere in between
WHEN: June 3 - June 10
WHAT: Lack of sleep does some unfortunate things to people, it really does. ie punishments really, really suck
WARNINGS: A lot of this is just very, very dumb

June 3/4

[At first, he's just miserable. A night or two without sleep is doable, but really, really awful, and so Minato can be found mostly wandering, restless, especially late at night. Which is very, very unusual for him (usually he'd be asleep by now), but don't mind him as he stalks about the town with his hands shoved deeply into his pockets, occasionally stopping to yawn massively and lean against a wall.

He always ends up standing back up pretty promptly, though, no matter how sleepy he looks.

Weird.

Or he might come visit at some obscene hour of the morning if he thinks your character will be awake, almost desperate to talk to someone to get his mind off of this. He will definitely knock on doors at all hours of the night if he thinks your character would sincerely be awake at that time of night.

Please help him.]


June 5/6

[It gets much, much worse. Minato's wanderings are almost desperate now; lying down does nothing, leaning against things does nothing, he cannot sleep no matter what he does and it's starting to take its toll. He's definitely stumbling, staggering occasionally as if drunk, and if you try to stop him he may not even process that you're calling out to him.

Hm.

Worrisome.

It probably comes to a worrisome head when he's crossing one of the bridges in Bluo, feet dragging--and then sways, and topples right off the side, blacking out for a brief moment. Bye, Minato.]


June 8

[At this point he probably shouldn't be outside but he's here anyway, and he seems to be...talking to a tree? He's trying, but he clearly thinks it's someone he knows, and while his voice is low and slurred, he is trying to legitimately have a conversation with this tree.

It's probably a good thing he stopped to talk to the tree instead of wandering into the woods in this state? Maybe you should call out to him...

But he's definitely hallucinating, and only seems to notice if he's not interrupted when he stumbles, and knocks his head against said tree, startling back to himself abruptly with both hands clasped to his forehead.

And then he thumps his forehead against the tree again, this time purposefully and with plain aggravation.]


Anything on from that, forum

[It's a good day to get a private message misfire from #3630FF, right?]

youokfas form the [ifhshment this wkk ?

[... He is not okay, he should not be on his laptop.]

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whereabout: (i need to align my fucking chakras)

[personal profile] whereabout 2018-06-07 03:50 am (UTC)(link)
...let's sit down somewhere.

[ And definitely not in any of Joshua's usual spots, because Minato would probably break his neck trying to get there. ]
whereabout: when you're drunk because there is a bug in the shower (you can't just call animal control)

[personal profile] whereabout 2018-06-09 08:44 pm (UTC)(link)
[ There's an okay spot to sit in the yard, at least, where a couple of tree stumps never got hauled out next to the makeshift chicken coop. Gotta have somewhere for Dex to sit outside and cuddle them, right.

(Not that he doesn't do it inside, too, but.)

So they're not going far, which is good since he doubts if Minato will make it any farther. ]
whereabout: it was really uncalled for. (he said a lot of nice things about me)

[personal profile] whereabout 2018-06-12 03:10 am (UTC)(link)
You don't look too good.

[ Captain Obvious to the rescue. ]
whereabout: to make you think of all the bad things you've done (nothing like a long car ride)

[personal profile] whereabout 2018-06-13 02:52 am (UTC)(link)
[ Look, saying this to him after they've discussed Joshua's insomnia, he can tell this is a vicious understatement of the type normally reserved for...well, him. ]

For how long?
whereabout: that telling a woman to chill will get him murdered (he obv doesn't know)

[personal profile] whereabout 2018-06-15 03:34 am (UTC)(link)
[ Dude.

That's not "too much on my mind, I have insomnia," that's flat out unnatural. Which has probably occurred to Minato, he guesses (though whether it actually stuck is anyone's guess, with how out of it he is), so Joshua skips right past the gut feeling of what the hell and moves on to the practical. ]


Do you need something to help?

[ BECAUSE HERE HE IS...THAT GUY WHO MAKES SEDATIVES... ]
whereabout: it was really uncalled for. (he said a lot of nice things about me)

[personal profile] whereabout 2018-06-19 03:43 am (UTC)(link)
Well, it won't hurt to try.

[ He doesn't say it can't hurt, because in someone else's hands, it absolutely could, but he knows his shit. ]

I've got something in the kitchen. Come on.
whereabout: the hibachi cook if his knife was a hattori hanzo (you wouldn't stop asking)

[personal profile] whereabout 2018-06-20 02:47 am (UTC)(link)
[ Has Joshua's ability to be shady in weird ways ever been in doubt?

He leads the way to the kitchen and steers Minato into the nearest chair before he starts rummaging around. ]


Are you okay with tea? I can just put it in water but I don't really recommend it.

[ More for "it tastes awful" than for any reasons related to the chemistry of all. ]
whereabout: to you than when you threw up on my floor (honestly i've never been more attracted)

[personal profile] whereabout 2018-06-23 04:28 am (UTC)(link)
Anytime.

[ Seriously. It's not like he isn't used to doing things for people at weird hours, and this is much nicer than the kinds of things it used to be.

He gets some water started, and then gets everything ready in a cup while they're waiting for it to boil. ]


Do you know if anyone else has been having the same problem?
whereabout: to make you think of all the bad things you've done (nothing like a long car ride)

[personal profile] whereabout 2018-06-24 04:15 am (UTC)(link)
Like most things here.

[ He gives the cup a stir and slides it across the table as he sits down. ]

You might want to give that another minute or two. [ Or he might not. Joshua ain't gonna tell him how to take his tea.
But anyway - ]


It seems like a great deal of what we face is...very tailored to us. The forest expedition was proof of that, but this...and some of the quest rewards, too. [ Can he just burn those fucking dresses. ]
whereabout: it was stuck in my bedroom ceiling (i found your knife.)

[personal profile] whereabout 2018-06-24 07:27 pm (UTC)(link)
[ ...hmm. He lets that sit for a moment, before he picks up. ]

So were others here in our place, the town or whatever force is responsible would know about them, not us. And from that, it would likely follow that we, personally, were not deliberate choices, but random ones, or choices of convenience. Is that where you're going with this?
whereabout: is that i maced my shadow. (all i remember about walking back home)

[personal profile] whereabout 2018-06-24 08:16 pm (UTC)(link)
I hadn't thought too much about the monsters, but that makes sense, too.

After the forest, I thought that maybe someone was deliberately putting obstacles they knew would be difficult for us, personally, in our paths. But the more happens, the less it feels like someone is making deliberate decisions about everything at all. More like something...reacting to us.

[ He leans back in his chair and folds his arms. ]

After that last trial - Estelle and I both succeeded. We both got things that would've been nice, except for something else. Something that I would've found useful, except it had one trait that would make me not want to use it. Something she's excited about and would always love to get, except it was in horrible condition.
whereabout: to you than when you threw up on my floor (honestly i've never been more attracted)

[personal profile] whereabout 2018-06-25 04:25 am (UTC)(link)
That sounds reasonable, yes. Like it's reflecting what we want, but the mirror is cracked. [ A brief pause. That sounds like something broken that requires a targeted effort to fix, but there are two directions this hypothesis can go, on further thought. ] Or if it's about how much power it takes...maybe it's something that'll right itself depending on how much we accomplish here.

[ As measured in how much color is restored. ]
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whereabout: was "things that cost $102.50" (my last google search of the night)

[personal profile] whereabout 2018-06-26 03:27 am (UTC)(link)
[ A nod and a sigh. ]

I think it'd be hard to ascribe a logical motive for one person to do all of this. Something reactive makes more sense to me.

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