I don't know. Doesn't sound like her first choice either.

[ he's repeated books on his own time as a little boy, but only when they were, you know, interesting. or otherwise felt nice. things this decidedly did not invoke and felt vaguely more like brainwashing. ]

I'm sure you don't enjoy that you still remember it line by line.

[ not even as accusing her as the little kid, just... that it's replaying in her heart, not a great sign. ]