I mean-- you aren't wrong? The actual dying part, that bit sucks no matter how it happens, but... there's not really anything to do but get used to it. Pretty sure most people wouldn't be able to get used to cutting themselves open either, y'know.
[His arms fold across his chest, there, unconsciously. He always says he's used to it, but it's still an unpleasant experience, and he's really not quite as adjusted to it as he says-- but he feels like he needs to be. Fake it 'til you make it, right?]
If you took me up on it, I'd probably die. That's all there is to it, really? Most people won't do that if they don't need to. If they need to, then better me than someone who's not used to it-- and if they don't, well, it's still probably better that they don't end up doing it to someone else in that case too.
[A slight pause, while he tries to find the words he's looking for; it's difficult to explain at the best of times, honestly.]
I'm not... I don't really have a lot I can do, you know? I see dead people, but I can't make them move on or anything. I'm not a medic, or a fighter, or anything like that. So if I'm not going to stay dead, and I can use that to be useful, then-- why not?
[...he hasn't yet experienced what death here is like, or had to face the fact that it doesn't work the same as he's used to. At some point he'll be more careful, but that point is unfortunately not now.]
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[His arms fold across his chest, there, unconsciously. He always says he's used to it, but it's still an unpleasant experience, and he's really not quite as adjusted to it as he says-- but he feels like he needs to be. Fake it 'til you make it, right?]
If you took me up on it, I'd probably die. That's all there is to it, really? Most people won't do that if they don't need to. If they need to, then better me than someone who's not used to it-- and if they don't, well, it's still probably better that they don't end up doing it to someone else in that case too.
[A slight pause, while he tries to find the words he's looking for; it's difficult to explain at the best of times, honestly.]
I'm not... I don't really have a lot I can do, you know? I see dead people, but I can't make them move on or anything. I'm not a medic, or a fighter, or anything like that. So if I'm not going to stay dead, and I can use that to be useful, then-- why not?
[...he hasn't yet experienced what death here is like, or had to face the fact that it doesn't work the same as he's used to. At some point he'll be more careful, but that point is unfortunately not now.]