( a weird conversation to get into with a guy who he doesn't even know the name of, but. it's not one he's against talking about. yuu's rather open about where he stands when it comes to this stuff. lips purse as he takes another step forward, finds another door handle and wraps fingers around it.

this one feels right, anyway. )

I've lost everyone, twice. ( voice steady even if his tone lowers a little. ) I don't really remember much about the first time, but the second? I watched my whole family be murdered in front of me. Everyone I was trying my best to protect, everyone I loved and cared about. I was one of the oldest, it was my job to protect them, but I ran them right into their deaths.

( he's going to fix it. bring them all back to life. fuck everything else if it means getting his kids back. )

I didn't want to make friends or be around anyone after, but a new family found me, and took me in--even when I told them I didn't care about them and didn't want them. So I'm not going to ever let it happen again. I'd rather lose myself than have to stand by helplessly while that happens, again.