[ years of upbringing and conditioning is a hell of a drug. ]

It does have that affect if you've never had to deal with anything like it. Back in Hyrule, my homeland, monsters would commonly dwell outside of large populations. [ she pushes a bit of her hair back, and tries not to sag her shoulders. ] I know it's not an easy task to undergo, but you may want to consider asking someone to help you learn basic combat. If nothing else, it can help ease your mind.