[ dextera doesn’t deserve this. he went through it with guren, and he’s sure he’s going to go through it with every person who is relieved he’s back. he’s never cared about dying, but everyone else cares so much, and it makes him regret not trying that much harder to stay alive. so much grief could have been spared. ]
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[ he doesn’t try to pull his hand back, but he doesn’t know what to do. his whole body feels tense with the need to apologize. he’s sorry. he’s sorry that he died, and that he upset minato and everyone else, and he’s sorry that minato felt the need to come here when it never had to be necessary.
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[ he doesn’t try to pull his hand back, but he doesn’t know what to do. his whole body feels tense with the need to apologize. he’s sorry. he’s sorry that he died, and that he upset minato and everyone else, and he’s sorry that minato felt the need to come here when it never had to be necessary.
he shakes his head, helplessly. ]