[ dextera’s breath rushes out so quickly he actually makes a sound, and the heat against crowley’s chest is snuffed out before he has to go any further than that. he knows better than to let his guard down completely, but he can see that crowley has at least somewhat reined himself in—for now.
for now, he reminds himself, and he has to remember that it’s probably not permanent for as long as he’s scared and vulnerable and prone underneath crowley’s weight.
he was going to help crowley, though, before it got to this point. his body is trembling with adrenaline, his pupils blown wide, and why are you like this is a valid question when “like this” looks a whole lot like his fear is mixed up with attraction, too. he yields to strength. he always has. ]
I’ll help.
[ he doesn’t have much room to sign, but he tries, and maybe crowley can read lips anyway. ]
no subject
Ah—
[ dextera’s breath rushes out so quickly he actually makes a sound, and the heat against crowley’s chest is snuffed out before he has to go any further than that. he knows better than to let his guard down completely, but he can see that crowley has at least somewhat reined himself in—for now.
for now, he reminds himself, and he has to remember that it’s probably not permanent for as long as he’s scared and vulnerable and prone underneath crowley’s weight.
he was going to help crowley, though, before it got to this point. his body is trembling with adrenaline, his pupils blown wide, and why are you like this is a valid question when “like this” looks a whole lot like his fear is mixed up with attraction, too. he yields to strength. he always has. ]
I’ll help.
[ he doesn’t have much room to sign, but he tries, and maybe crowley can read lips anyway. ]
Don’t bite.