this one is less sure, though—he’s scared, of course, and he knows that, but he hates that he is. he doesn’t want to feel this way about people he knows are his friends. he doesn’t want to push people like minato out, keeping him at a literal arm’s length, because of this fear.
he exhales, miserably, and knocks once. he is. he doesn’t want to be, but it feels like his body is cold from the inside out for how deep the fear has settled. ]
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this one is less sure, though—he’s scared, of course, and he knows that, but he hates that he is. he doesn’t want to feel this way about people he knows are his friends. he doesn’t want to push people like minato out, keeping him at a literal arm’s length, because of this fear.
he exhales, miserably, and knocks once. he is. he doesn’t want to be, but it feels like his body is cold from the inside out for how deep the fear has settled. ]