Enviable? [He repeats, clutching a hand over his chest. He's not sure what could possibly be envied about being in that situation.]

When I first became a Devilman, I felt like I lost control. I don't remember anything -- but Ryo said I killed all the demons in the Sabbath and took him to hospital, so I guess it was okay. [A pause.] Other times... like when my parents died... All I wanted to do was fight and kill things.

[And sometimes around Miki, he almost felt his self-control slipping, but he can't bring himself to talk about those urges around Pyra.]